My sadness still not cured
I can't believe that his gone
One day he's beside me
The next day he's dead
Leave me alone
In this mean life
I’m alone
I really wish he knew that
I really wish that he'll come back
But that's just impossible
I’m trying to run away from everyone
From someone I love very much
From my family
I’m still waiting for him to come back
But that's not going to happen
I miss his cheer
His smells
His face
I need to look at his blue eyes
His punk hair
His smile
His words
I miss his words
The word that telling me how much that he love me
Telling me "I love you sister"
Telling me how much he hates this cruel world
Half of my heart is broken
Not by guys that dump me or something
It is because my brother that I love more than the world
Is gone forever
I have to face the fact that he's not coming back
HE'S NOT COMING BACK
But I still have him in my little heart
Forever
I’m just thinking maybe I’m the one who supposed to die in that terrible accident
But WHY???
Why is he risking his life to save me?
If I’m dead
He’s gonna be okay because he is grow up man
He can handle it
But I can't
I Can’t