Friday, January 9, 2009

Knock Knock

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YwjEtA4mjo
Lenka
Knock Knock

A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by
.I´m hopin' just to be by your side
.I´m turnin' the handle
It won't open.
Don't make me wait, cause right now I need your smile
.[Chorus:]
Knock Knock
When life had locked me out, I turned to you
So open the door.
Cuz' you're all I need right now it´s true.
Nothin' works like you.

Little louder x3 knockin'
Little louder [x2]

A warm bath, a good laugh, an old song that you know by heart.
I've tried it but they all leave me cold.
So now I´m here waiting to see you,
My remedy for all that's been hurting me.

[Chorus]

You seem to know the way
To turn my frown upside down
You always know what to say
To make me feel like everything's ok.

Little louder x3 knockin' [x3]
Little louder [x2]

[Chorus x2]

Little louder x3 knockin
'Nothin' works like you,oh oh
Little louder x3 knockin'

[Chorus]

Thursday, January 8, 2009

My sadness still not cured
I can't believe that his gone
One day he's beside me
The next day he's dead
Leave me alone
In this mean life
I’m alone
I really wish he knew that
I really wish that he'll come back
But that's just impossible
I’m trying to run away from everyone
From someone I love very much
From my family
I’m still waiting for him to come back
But that's not going to happen
I miss his cheer
His smells
His face
I need to look at his blue eyes
His punk hair
His smile
His words
I miss his words
The word that telling me how much that he love me
Telling me "I love you sister"
Telling me how much he hates this cruel world
Half of my heart is broken
Not by guys that dump me or something
It is because my brother that I love more than the world
Is gone forever
I have to face the fact that he's not coming back
HE'S NOT COMING BACK
But I still have him in my little heart
Forever
I’m just thinking maybe I’m the one who supposed to die in that terrible accident
But WHY???
Why is he risking his life to save me?
If I’m dead
He’s gonna be okay because he is grow up man
He can handle it
But I can't
I Can’t
I write this blog for a reason
to make me forget my past
to write all the sadness in life